她

Yesterday, me, cs, lim, zack, ariel, bong n shun san went for the birthday of the gods in 'ba xian gong'. As we nd to 'conquer' a table, me, lim n bong reached thr by 6.30pm. As we are waiting for other 4 to come, i saw her. She was as pretty as always, but she seems very happy when talking to phone n din c us. i thk mostly like her bf calling her bah. I cannot stop thking about that, mayb i put love too important. She the only one dat i can love liddat after Li Huay. Perhaps she will be my love for my whole life. My feelings were all mixed up. I love her, but feel shy to talk to her. I know that if i keep liddat, i wont be able to get along wif her, but i din really have the courage d. Scared to be hurted..... We all like de-revolutions d, 7 ppl oso cant finish all the dishes. Unlike last year, we 3 ppl only but yet can finish all the dishes. Lim keep say i put on the cb face..... But really cannot stop thking the thing, so my face looks like confused with emotions. I hate myself for being liddat, i dun wan to be liddat oso de, the only thing that can make me liddat, is the only love. Mayb i really din have luck in love.

再爱的希望

枫叶缓缓地飘落，想起我因爱伤心，
奇异果酸酸味道，给了我再爱希望；
无法忘记你笑容，无法忘记你一切，
只愿能陪你左右，默默的守护着你。

Ker Cyin's birthday

昨天，我（鸿），贤，战，润，亿，结，情，发，珊， 一起去庆祝情的生日。我很开心，因为能见到亿。我好想念她。我们去了新天地吃午餐。过后，我们去db唱K。当时的我真得很想唱“够爱”给她, 但那里却没有. 我发觉到她在K房里一直sms, 也许是在跟男朋友联络吧. 我感到很心疼, 可也明白自己的立场, 身为朋友的我是无法去过问她的私事的. 两个人在一起是要有缘分的, 而我们两个只是有缘, 没分. 然后, 我们去Mc吃晚餐. 接着就去看戏了. 看完戏我们就各自回家了. 我没有和她说byebye, 因为我不想离开她.

我爱她, 想和她在一起, 但我没有那份勇气去告白, 所以我只有默默地守护着她.

爱
我爱着你, 你爱着他,
只能接受, 只愿付出.

亿， 我爱你！